Reading Demon: A Memoir

Title: Demon: A Memoir
Author: Tosca Lee
Published by Howard Books
Year: 2015, first published in 2007
Format Read: Kindle
Pages: Approx. 300
Language: English
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I couldn’t confirm this info, the Kindle version disappeared from Amazon at the time of posting this blog entry.
Dates Read: August 24 to September 20, 2022

Some years ago, I saw one of Tosca Lee’s books in a Christian bookstore, but it was not what I was looking for at the time. I made a note that she was an author whose works I might look into later. Here I am, years later, looking for Christian fiction to read. I found her books on Amazon, and this book’s description immediately captivated me the most. The entire book is narrated in first-person by the protagonist, Clay- and boy, it is some great first-person. The book’s narration is like watching a 1940’s film noir. Additionally, throughout the novel, there is a gloomy, menacing, impending doom feeling. The demon Lucian’s story is written like snippets of “Paradise Lost”  in today’s English.

 I understand that the story is going to have somewhat of a dark sentiment since it is about a demon; however, there is a bit of despair here as well. I started to feel so sad while reading this. I started to have difficulty motivating myself to finish the story. The demon is condescending and annoying without the wit of the demons in The Screwtape Letters. However, some  parts of this story are intriguing. It is interesting how the demon states that he enjoyed watching Adam and Eve and that he was sad when the serpent tempted them. The best part of the story, in my opinion, is when Lucian discussed the Nativity and described it from the demons’ perspective. 

Ultimately, to me, the ending was unsatisfying. At the very least, I expected Clay to clearly and distinctly come to Christ after all that he had been through. He just states that he is going to make some decision and that is all that we are told. The Author’s Notes section in the book’s back are extremely helpful. She describes the demon’s story concept, the scripture references, and the scholars/Bible commentaries. I wish that I had read that section before reading the actual story, so that I had more context.